Need to share this!!!!!
I can't wait to join SYC.
I miss singing so much :(
2:48/ 2:49 that ringing sound just makes me wanna faint hahaha i miss hearing that so much!!!!! 

Somehow all the cantate dominos are so beautiful!!!!

Can't wait for exams to end. So many things waiting for me to do anddd one of them is to create a new blog hehe

Hahahaha that's stanley's tagline. I just came back from supper at outram park bak kut teh with two of my very close friends and their friend! 8) I feel really blessed now.

I love the word beautiful.
Someone who is beautiful doesn't have to be flawless. He/ she can be flawed, yet still so,.... i can't find the word desirable and fabulous?!?

I think my friends are beautiful.
Over the years I am exposed to more and more people but I still find that the best persons I ever met are my rvfriends :}
Take for example those two guys, they're the epitome of beautiful.
They're not flawless, they're crude haha, playfully mean but they have the kindest souls in the world :) They are very true and real people. They treat people with sincerity and they care about other people's emotions.
I remember how one of them liked to tease me in secondary school, pull pranks on me, go all the way out to make me feel stupid haha but once he realised I don't feel good, he'd put a stop to it immediately. His face would be so full of remorse even though he tries hard to hide it. He would then use other subtle means to make up for it while still pretending not to care at all. That's men's ego i guess hehe. 6 years down the road he's still the same wonderful friend he was :)
From a childish guy who loves to bully me, he became my confidante. I drew a lot of strength from him in hwachong, up till now :) He will always act as if he can't be bothered but after a while, he'll start caring and make me pour my heart out :> I think he's always there when I cry hahahaha by the squash court in hwachong, at holland village ;> He'll inject like really sweet comments to try to make me feel better or he'll swear and curse like a monster to the extent it gets funny hahahaha. He's like a bigggg brother to me, always there, fending off monsters for me. His hugeee size complements his character in my life! Hmm I think the word 'harmless' is really apt on him. :)

The other guy is a bit more sensitive. He could tell I was drifting off during supper and quickly pulled me back in. V.nice!!! His lingo is a mix of chinese, eng and hokkien. He's really relatable I feel like I'm back in rv whenever I talk to him. Beautiful soul. Specially texted me to ask if I'm safe back home even though I got a lift to the foot of my block, told me to cheer up and sleep well deyyyy ahahaha

I'm still smiling even though I've left them. Their energy is too contagious. :):)

I'm blessed with many beautiful souls in my life who care about me. I don't ask to be taken care of. But somehow the people around me are so full of love, they share without inhibition. They bring out the loving girl in me too i really think so!!!! :) 
Even in univ I have great friends so I haven't lost hope in uni HEHE. Kian sin!! Really thank you for ALWAYS offering to take my stuff for me. Too sweet really hahaha I still owe you a card :( I'll really give it to you!!! And of cuz yonghong!!!!!!! :):)
Although this is realll cliché but I really think that these friends pick me up when I fall, every single time <3

I love my girls too but I guess because they're girls it's so much harder to gather all of them for spontaneous activities. But nevertheless I love talking to all of you on fb/ twitter/ whatsapp :> FAN i know your name is spelt fan, fag, christina and eunice esp <3<3 I'm so glad all of you are managing well! Rmb I'm always here as a fountain of strength for y'all!!!

I am so so so grateful tonight I thank my lucky stars for all my beautiful friends tonight :)
And I will learn to treasure only those people who care which is quite a lot hehehe

Got this from FB and I really love this cuz I love teddy bears and this just... makes me love them even more hehe.
I wonder why my peary doesn't protect me from my monstrous nightmares though sigh i need a warrior bear hahahaha

Went drinking w my bff ystd. It's like a one minute decision. 
I am so surprised by my spontaneity. Hehehehe
:> I am so going to miss him when goes to Aussieland SIGH

I have a special boyfriend. 
I love talking to him about our hwa chong days :)
He's really nice I always like to talk about my idol who is his vball teammate but he is perfectly fine with it hahaha. He even praises him hehehaha
I feel like watching his team play vball again. I feel like watching bball matches too hehe I miss hwa chong and the pride we possess.

:)

Boyfriend keeps telling me he's gna ORD soon, in approx 7 weeks and I'm really excited for him. Two years of military life for him must have really taken its toll on him. Well I know best I guess :)
I remember the day I sent him into Tekong, see him fall in among the hugeeee group of guys, listen to them pledge their ... alligence to the nation and missing him the moment I queue up to board the ferry back to Singapore. 
I remember preparing that 10 letters so that he'll have something to read at the end of the day for every single day during his first (almost) two weeks of confinement in BMT. I went to have a puzzle of us together made and separated them into the 10 envelopes. Every day he'd piece the jigsaw together and the day he completes the puzzle would be the day he book out. omg I was so sweet then. Where did the adeline flew to?
Every morning he'd call me before he began his day activities. I'd wake up at that unearthly hour to talk to him and every conversation was so sweet :} Every day I'd worry if he's fine, and when he didn't contact me I wouldn't be able to sit tight.
Every night, he'd call me before lights out and yyc would disturb him occasionally. 
 
He finally POP-ed from ninja company hahahaha and I was there of cuz, witnessing him march in and throw his cap (that he never found) into the air. I was so proud of him.
He got posted to sispec and finally LCK camp II haha we were so glad that he got in an air force unit i can't remember exactly why. Maybe it's cuz he gets to book out everyday :D So we met everyday. I told him about every significant event in my life at NUS. He's really involved too. He knows my girls, kian sin, blabla, everyone. He went for ks' 21st party hahaha and the steamboat at yiting's place last year. He helps me w my work despite his gruelling time in army. He's always there for me.

It's been two years since our paths diverged. It's really not easy. It takes effort to involve each other in our lives especially since we were from the same jc class, we practically knew what the other was doing every second! It's also tough for him to explain his weapon system to me, for me to picture how deployment is carried out and everything. Boyfriend isn't a very talkative guy unless you're talking to him about soccer and sports. The fact that I don't really understand army jargon didn't help too. Sometimes I get angry with him for not sharing stuff with me. But anyway, it's almost over, and I'm glad I'm still here for him.

I was there when his IC turned green hehe and I will be there when it turns back into the pink pretty card :} Freedom tastes sweet and I can't wait for him to be free again :) I remember promising to return him the slip of paper that allows me to gain entrance to Tekong during his POP on the day he ORDs and it's still safe in my wallet. I can't wait to pass it back to him!


Ask me whom I owe the most to in my life so far, it'd really be my boyfriend. Thanks boyfriend for everything and I'm sorry for being so terrible.

I IS GOING TO DO MANICURE TMRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR AND BUY SOME BEAUTIFUL KIKKI K STATIONERY so that I'll do well for end of sem. 

GO ADELINE GO

Beautiful song!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 I conclude there are 2 major types of charming men in the world hehe.
One group consists of guys who look stunning when they play sports, like they own the court HEHE. 
The next would be guys who sing and play an instrument at the same time. HOW HANDSOME!!!!


I'm superrrrr tired tonight omg I should slp early.
One more paper sigh :'(

Woke up feeling not good. Zzzz hate it when it comes back, like a tight slap in my face.
Hate it every more when someone's words has such a great impact on me.
Hate it most when my friend can't get over his ex. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ HOW TO HELP. HE SO POOR THING :(
Can't wait for 8th Oct I'm gna get my freaking life back sigh :'(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIANSIN!!!!!!!


I need to search for a powerful song to turn my night around

How True!

DAMN CHARMING hehe
I felt like shit just now. PLEASE GLOAT because you won't catch me feeling sad anymore!!!!! Hehehe

Anyw I think I really gained a lot of everyone's love and concern.
I've got to sing in a mic, laughed w my friend who's just fallen out of love, been the first passenger of my bff!!!!!, have a song sung and dedicated to me....
SO. if you need love please come find me!!!!! I'll distribute my loveeeeee for you :} 

My family just got my sister's graduation photo taken at a studio yesterday. My sister looked so.... pretty and awesome in that graduation robe she donned. Or should I say breathtaking? I actually felt a little overwhelmed looking at her smile at the camera. That sister of mine has actually graduated. Somehow I just can't digest the fact that we're both so old hahaha. She's been my playmate since young, the 'idol' whom I look up to (yucks hahahaha), the RV senior I loved and then felt irritated with when I found out her friends kept commenting about me and my cliques, the soulmate whom I discuss my r'ships and friendships with, the sibling who left me for 3 years to complete her degree, the tour guide who brought me to travel around Taiwan just recently... Soon she'll be getting married omg hahahaha time really flies. I wonder how my parents felt yesterday. They must have been... so proud. :')
As cliche as it sounds, thoughts flooded me when I looked at my sister yesterday. I felt like I have stopped making my parents proud of me since long ago. I know it's not really relevant but somehow I thought of it. I am really really grateful towards my parents for all their sacrifices, their effort and love without which I don't think we could have come so far.. All these while one of my greatest motivation has been to do well so that my parents would feel proud of me. I think I've done all that I could and achieved all that I wanted to until I of fell short of my dreams recently which I believe mattered most to them. 
Sigh.

Anyway, I can't wait for my turn then my sister and I can wear our graduation robes tgr wooooo. 

Sister will be leaving for Korea 3 days later for some Korean course before she starts her working stint at E&Y hehehe, something she dreads so much. 

Pictures!!!!



HOW CUTE??!?!?! (grandma wearing my sis' grad hat) 

I keep staring at my sis in the 2nd pic she looks damnnnnnnnnnn good x1000000000000

Haha I don't have our family portrait obviously cuz I'm in them!!! Can't wait for them to be developedddddd

I think I really have the greatest friends on Earth like serioussslllyyyyyyyy. They care so much for me to the extent I feel really unworthy of them. They are always checking on me I feel so freaking loved. 
I love all of you, really esp Markus, xihong, baorui, dianfeng, christina, eunice, assholes hehe, valerie i hope you're fine!!!! stanley! kiansin too hehe i know you're reading really thank you!!!!! I don't say this to you but I really think you're a great friend hehe
even ss hahaha. And i've a new found goood friend, yh! Thanks :) Aiyo I feel so indebted to everyone. 
<3<3<3<3<3
To everyone who's feeling down, esp my LJ friendsssss I read your sad posts, don't be sad! Why choose to be upset when we can be optimistic about things right! <3
I think, we all need to be kinder to ourselves.

Of cuz, bf I loveeee you :)

Study!!!!!!!!!!

This is my boyfriend hahaha 
He loves to play vball.
And that's the reason why he didn't accompany me today.
He went to Sentosa to play beach volleyball with his teammates (they are in the picture too) hehehehe

HIS JUMP AND POSE DAMN COOL RIGHT :) my sporty man!
Ok byebye